The voluntary upgrading happened twice, both on impulse. I was browsing around at my B&N, looking at the new release section, and I noticed a Blu-ray copy of the 1956 classic INVASION OF THE BODY SNATCHERS, a release from Kino-Lorber. I didn't need to get it, as my DVD is in good shape.
But suddenly, something clicked inside of my brain. An uncontrollable urge overtook me. I could feel my hand reaching out toward the shelf where the Blu-ray sat. The shiny, colorful package seemed to be looking at me, taunting me. As hard as I tried to pull my hand back, I was unable to do so. It was as if I became possessed by an evil spirit, and I was powerless to resist. Despite my great agony, I succumbed to the evil forces that had taken control, grabbed the Blu-ray from the shelf, and, screaming inwardly, made my way to the checkout area.
I was immediately consumed with buyer's remorse and self-recrimination.
But I got over it. Very quickly, in fact. And the Blu-ray is wonderful!!
Having completely recovered from all of that existential angst, I found it very easy to upgrade to a Blu-ray of THE BREAKFAST CLUB that I found at my local Disc Replay just a few days later. This movie is another big favorite of mine, one that I can rewatch again and again. The DVD copy I've had for years doesn't have any extras, so that was the main selling point, along with a very low price. No remorse ensued.
ðŽI've been thinking quite a bit lately about this whole collecting thing and where it's going. And when I talk about collecting, I don't just mean DVDs and Blu-rays. I also mean books, records, CDs, magazines, etc. I don't mean to suggest that my house is so hoarded up that I have things piled up to the ceiling and have to walk through narrow pathways. Not yet anyway. However, I do have an occasional lucid moment when I look around and think: "Mike...what have you done?" Some of my fellow collectors on Youtube, mostly the ones who are in my age category, talk about this issue in terms of what will happen to our "stuff" when we leave this earth for the next emanation. (In my case, that will no doubt be an extended stay in Purgatory.) This preys on my mind quite a bit. My life clock is ticking away quite loudly. Either that, or there's a bomb in the crawlspace. Luckily, I've discovered the sheer joy of going through my "stuff" on a regular basis and giving things away to Goodwill. I was amazed to discover that once I allowed myself to let go of things I thought I could never part with, it became easier and easier.
Another idea I've picked up from my fellow Youtubers is the concept of curating a collection as opposed to simply acquiring as much stuff as we can drag into the house. We all need to stay focused on what really matters to us personally and not view collecting as some kind of competition. Just because a few collectors have all the latest new, shiny steel books, or 3,000 copies of HALLOWEEN, doesn't mean that you have to own them as well. And just because more and more people are dumping all of their DVDs and Blu-rays into the nearest trash bin and spending money on 4Ks...well, you get my drift. Some of these same folks are already anticipating the possibility of an 8K format. Hopefully, I'll be settled into Purgatory long before that happens.
Cheer up, Mike. Your collecting mania is a sure sign that you are not a soulless pod person. That reminds me, there is a gaping hole in my fright flick library that needs to be filled with INVASION OF THE BODY SNATCHERS.
ReplyDeleteINVASION OF THE BODY SNATCHERS is one I highly recommend. And that goes for the remake from 1977, or was it 78? Both excellent films. I must admit I always kind of wanted to be a soulless pod person. It might make life a lot simpler without all those pesky feelings and emotions. But we make do with what we have. Thanks for reading my post!
DeleteMike, I too have found that letting go gets easier the more you do it. My collecting never got to the "piled everywhere" stage either, but my wife nonetheless reminds me there's always more we can do to simplify. ð We've gotten rid of all the CDs and audio playback equipment -- it's all streaming now, and that's fine. And the DVD collection is now steady-state -- when something new comes in, something has to go (but it's all good, as I donate the discs to the library where I volunteer).
ReplyDeleteYouTube lately is so much fun -- whenever I come across an intriguing, obscure movie, I look it up there, and as often as not there's a decent streaming copy available. Just today I discovered a good YouTube copy of a movie I saw quite a while ago, Stranded, a little known sci-fi drama from 1987, that I'd been trying to find for a long time, but only had a VHS release, hadn't been broadcast in forever, and had never streamed anywhere as far as I could tell.
Thanks for commenting, Brian. I can't imagine getting rid of my CDs, but I do intend to decrease my vinyl collection. I need to start being practical and realistic about keeping things that I haven't listened to in years. There could be someone out there who would fall in love with these records, so what's the point of my allowing them to just gather dust? I admit it's a slow, sometimes painful process, because these "things" are so much a part of my identity, or at least my self-identity. You're right about finding cool movies on Youtube, some of which I've never heard of and some that I've long been curious about. Stranded is one I'm unfamiliar with, so I'll have to check it out.
ReplyDeleteI think this is the right idea curate a collection you love why own discs you will never watch?
ReplyDeleteYeah, I hope I've finally gotten past the point where I had to buy as many DVDs/Blu-rays as I could afford, or worse, to buy items just because everyone else is buying them. The key, as you said, is whether or not I will actually watch and, most importantly, want to rewatch something. Thanks for commenting!
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